Monday, 3 October 2011

Continuing Extremity - :)







                                                       She entered my life as unknown but truly known to my soul from times I learnt how to breath. So pleasant days I've never seen, so pleasant time I've never been through, so pleasant face I've ever met but "Is that the only silence that all she could give to me?? Only SMILE that all she could give to me?? When I have so beautYful feelings for her?? Is that all??" All I felt because I seriously believed that someone so real and so beautiful cannot be this dumb or silent :). I couldn't take her so much of silence and making a further move with enough courage, I asked her.. "Why don’t you speak and open up??" and you know what,, this is the beginning of the best thing happening to me. :) From then things changed. I used to wait for her and I was literally ready to wait for such a beautiful girl throughout my whole life as Pied crested cuckoo waits for rain.

                                                         I never knew earlier that one day I am going to meet my Soul which smiles at me so good and walks with me till my last breath. I always wanted to tell her what I feel for her, how I love her and how eager I am to be with her forever but every time I had enough guts to express every feeling of mine I found myself  in such an awkward situation which made me awful.  She is always to my mind as breath to me.  I explained her what I feel for others, my family, friends and each and everything of my life but not about her. She was darn intelligent. I wonder all the time that I explained her all the other things of my life and she was able to guess her side of me. See how intelligent she is! Do you know how it feels like when a girl proposes? That too with tearful eyes? I was amazed, it took my breath away and it was most deadly adventures of my life that I have to say not to every good and bad feeling of mine. At that moment I had only one thing in my mind, "Yeah! I did it" and I really don’t want to step back. All I could do was to bow to the Queen. Leant myself towards her and slowly spelled those three magical words. Really those were magical coz from then days that were just  "passing" actually became "living".