Oops - The End

  “Touchwood..!” I’ve learnt the usage of the word including its meaning from HER and now I am in such a beautiful phase of Life where I consider it as apt to use.

Love is in the air

Bear Hug

                The right start of this phrase and a new start to my so called Life - phase. She was into my Life as a mist of the morning and she remained in it as the cruel darkness of a no moon night. I am proven really helpless to offer my gratitude I have, for HER being in my Life as I am emptied with the words. I can sincerely offer HER a WARM THANKS with a BEAR HUG.

             

    Who said “Being in a relation ruins Life of a man”? I am completely against this condemnation as this is not true in my case. May be I am lucky, that I’ve never been in any of the worse situations that hurt me or that made me awfully sick. Instead, I always wonder the way I was treated all the time and how well I am cared. Just like a babe in mother’s lap. With all the happenings in my Life I’ve to admit “Love is the best thing and SHE is the ultimate thing happened to me, EVER.” If Life has to happen then it should be this way.

After so much of discussions, pains, sorrows and worries we both finally made it to our Engagement and we were about to start a new Life.

             

   I should say that ‘I’ was about to start a new Life. I have to be so responsible; I have to take care of HER, words, feelings, people, time, work, money and all, I have to be a nice human being first of all. Apart from all these, we finally reached dates and Marriage was on the cards. Such an exciting phase of Life I am going to experience from then and also a pretty good phase of Life that paved way for this excitement is also going to end. My ‘Bachelor’ love Life. Other than little disturbances on the roads of life, it is completely EVEN and one can travel all the way to happiness.

                I am done with all the arrangements for ‘Our Life’ and I am really very happy with the happenings of my Life.

The End to the Era. 

A NEW W(M)E

Days are passing as the truths: sun rises in the east, roses are red and ‘you’ so sweet. As if they are very particular, very sure and very confident about all the happenings. All those are just because of “HER” in my life; with me and the thought itself hell wonders me. I feel myself above cloud9 with that in my mind. I am habituated to the ecstasy that I enjoy when I think of beautiful mornings with her but I had to admit that I was not habituated but I was addicted and those are not beautiful mornings with her but every morning is beautiful with her. After so many sun rises it was time for us to meet the dawn for the first time. We made our plans to live together forever and she took the first step to lead me to heaven.



Not this ;) but to sit and discuss



I made my preparations for the battle that just begun due to the steps taken. I was ready with sword of talk to attack and an armor of love to defend.



Actions too Speak



When One speaks and when One makes others listen his words, is the time where One starts winning. Finally, I made it happen that the steps taken for heaven are now going to be ‘saptapadi’ that will be taken for my marriage with her and also a long way to go. Sorry, we made it happen and that was not without much difficulty.

Meanwhile, I heard of many offending words that hurt, many soothing words that consoled and many sweet words that convinced. This is time where I realized that when a beautiful and pleasant ‘word’ is used with a perfect antonymous adjective, fades the feel that has to deliver with the words. People are also the same as the ‘word’ in the previous sentence that they appear to be very good/bad but they prove themselves as devious when time comes. It makes one feel proud when one knows such people and already knows how to handle them.

All of a sudden it was Heaven as my engagement date was out and also I found that things were at their place and at their best. I am proud to be HER’s, forever and the thought itself is making my heart dance with glee. I am always surrounded with the thought that I am the happiest living being on earth.

Life is all about ups and downs and I strongly believe in it. Life never goes easy with anyone. If at all it is proved to be easy then it is not LIFE at all. With some or other hurdles, misunderstandings and many discussions, marriage is planned. Very soon marriage will be on the cards and we will be together forever. This is where I need to behave as matured, this is where I need to behave as educated, this is where I need to behave as a good son and mainly husband, and this is where I need to behave as a Human being..!!

Continuing Extremity - :)

                                                       She entered my life as unknown but truly known to my soul from times I learnt how to breath. So pleasant days I've never seen, so pleasant time I've never been through, so pleasant face I've ever met but "Is that the only silence that all she could give to me?? Only SMILE that all she could give to me?? When I have so beautYful feelings for her?? Is that all??" All I felt because I seriously believed that someone so real and so beautiful cannot be this dumb or silent :). I couldn't take her so much of silence and making a further move with enough courage, I asked her.. "Why don’t you speak and open up??" and you know what,, this is the beginning of the best thing happening to me. :) From then things changed. I used to wait for her and I was literally ready to wait for such a beautiful girl throughout my whole life as Pied crested cuckoo waits for rain.

                                                         I never knew earlier that one day I am going to meet my Soul which smiles at me so good and walks with me till my last breath. I always wanted to tell her what I feel for her, how I love her and how eager I am to be with her forever but every time I had enough guts to express every feeling of mine I found myself  in such an awkward situation which made me awful.  She is always to my mind as breath to me.  I explained her what I feel for others, my family, friends and each and everything of my life but not about her. She was darn intelligent. I wonder all the time that I explained her all the other things of my life and she was able to guess her side of me. See how intelligent she is! Do you know how it feels like when a girl proposes? That too with tearful eyes? I was amazed, it took my breath away and it was most deadly adventures of my life that I have to say not to every good and bad feeling of mine. At that moment I had only one thing in my mind, "Yeah! I did it" and I really don’t want to step back. All I could do was to bow to the Queen. Leant myself towards her and slowly spelled those three magical words. Really those were magical coz from then days that were just  "passing" actually became "living".

In Pursuit of Love: The Meet... :)

Preface:-

It’s been a long time I enjoyed life. I never knew that I too will have my turn this early and it started with her first meet which was so Drowsy and Lifeless, but who knew that was going to be the PREFACE of this(MY) so called “Life”. Now LIFE seems to me more enjoyable, most beautiful and with full of life. In one line, Life is at its best now and it’s all because of “You”. A BeautYful “You” and “You” are praiseworthy to be mentioned in this Preface of “Life” and am Honored to do it. J Every word is an understatement that which I am using to describe the wonderful happenings with me. All are just superb as I said because they include “You”. A BeautYful “You” babeee… J

Meet:-

          It was almost 7:30 a.m. in the morning and I am in deep sleep in office bus, reaching office. Actually I was dreaming of something most beautiful happening with me and some girl in presence of nature but not under closed roof. In dream, I could see that we were perfectly with nature, enjoying all greenery with PERFECT intimacy. Finally, souls were about to rest as we were tired there. I closed my eyes there in dream and opened here. OMG..!! A girl beside me… In bus... I started to sweat suddenly. You wanna know the reason? I am sure about it that you wanna know.

At first, I retrospect like this…

Was this a dream? Or this happened for real? How come a girl is sitting beside me? I was alone when I had my seat, how all this happened?

The sight of the girl itself horrified me like hell coz the climax of the dream and the opening scene after my sleep were same. I didn’t have a clear picture of the girl’s face in dream. I am not that perfect in remembering them. All these added to my tension and made me grow much suspicious about the happening. I was unable to figure it out that was a dream or a reality?

I looked out of the bus window to confirm.

This thought of bus window itself convinced me, half, and the sight of buildings passing by with exactly no greenery convinced me to the fullest that it was just a “dream”. When the girl saw me awake she started “I myself placed your bag there, there the seat is not good, so I shifted my place, blah blah blah...”

I slept, had a “wonderful” dream, woke up “amazed” to see a girl beside me, but she instead of making a conversation started “confusing” me. I interrupted her rudely as I don’t wanna disturb the BeautYful feel I was in that time and said “Yup... That’s fine, not a problem”.

        For any other person, just watching this scene happening would exactly feel nothing because the glance of the scene wont portrait any of the things that took place after I closed my eyes. It would be just an external view of an Oyster shell like I slept, I dreamt, I woke up, she spoke, I interrupted and this meet ended. But actually what happened was as BeautYful as a Pearl inside the Oyster shell. There… that was the moment... The moment I interrupted her My HEART was stolen. She stole almost everything of me and I was somehow responsible for the THEFT that happened. In return she made me RICH with HEAVENLY pleasures, sweetest of the sweetest MEMORABLE MOMENTS with which she filled my SOUL.